zondag 13 november 2011

love me for me part 1

 “You shouldn’t be eating that.” Harry looked at Niall with a judging look. “It’s only once.” Niall complained. “and once becomes twice etcetera and then you’ll become fat and it’s not as if you shouldn’t lose some weight already.” Harry said harshly. Niall’s lip trembled as he put his slice of pizza back on his plate. “You’re right.” Niall said softly. “Ofcourse I am, I know far more about this kinda stuff than you.” Harry stated. “Yes you do.” Niall faked a smile. “and you should put on some different clothes, I don’t like these.” Harry looked at Niall, again with that judging look of his. “But I like them and Liam gave them to me.” Niall said softly. Then realizing his error. “GO CHANGE!” Harry yelled. “okay.” Niall said already heading for his room. Harry grabbed his arm. “You don’t wear his clothes ever again, got that?!” He said angrily. Niall nodded, tears streaming down his face. “Hurry up now! I wanna go out.” Harry said pushing Niall away. Niall quickly ran to his room and searched for clothes he hadn’t lent from Liam. He quickly put a shirt and jeans on when he found some of his own. Then he ran out of his room to Harry, only to find Harry kissing Louis. “Harry?” Niall asked. “this is what you get for wearing Liam’s clothes.” Harry said sternly. “Now go for a run in the park, then bring a note for me to Liam. I expect nothing will happen between you.” Harry instructed his boyfriend. “Nothing will happen.” Niall promised.
Niall ran through the park for nearly an hour, that’s when he got nauseous. He threw up a greenish something as there was nearly no food in his stomach. He tried to take a few deep breaths and walk to Liam’s house, but his whole body was shaking. Niall decided to buy some food and eat it. Even though it felt like cheating to him. Niall dropped the note in Liam’s mailbox, not wanting to be asked questions by his friend. Harry’s questions were worse enough for Niall.     
Niall walked inside. “Hey.” He greeted weakly, still not feeling well. “Hey babe.” Harry greeted kissing Niall’s cheek, in a way that hurt a little, but Niall decided not to say anything about it as he didn’t intend to have more trouble. Instead he just kissed back. “Can I have some water?” Niall asked. “How long have you ran?” Harry replied. “An hour, then I threw up.” Niall answered. “Then you can have some.” Harry smiled. “Thanks.” Niall smiled. 
*!*
“Okay.” Liam smiled back, “You sure you don’t want pizza?” he asked. “I’m sure.” Niall said, feeling happy with the proud look Harry shot him from across the table.
“Since when don’t you wanna eat pizza?” Liam asked confused when Niall refused to eat his dish. “I am just looking out a little, my mom said I should, so did my doctor.” Niall lied, he never went to the doctors, and his mom would kill him if she found out that he was on a diet. “Oh okay.” Liam shrugged. “want something else?” Liam asked. “I’ll just get salad.” Niall half smiled. 
 TBC

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