dinsdag 15 november 2011

Je me blesse... (part 2)

Je me blesse... part 2, I hope you lot enjoy reading this. I enjoyed seeing I got about 27 views on the first part already. Just a little warning if you can't really handle depressed fics, I would stop reading because this fic will get extremly depressing (well that's the plan atleast) - Ruby
"Je suis à la recherche d'un avenir sans erreurs" Niall sighed deeply. "Pensez-vous que vous allez le trouver?" Harry asked intrested. Liam felt kinda left out at this point, he didn't know why Harry didn't just transalate what they said. "Non pas vraiment, mais c'est la seule chose que j'espère pour." Niall replied sadly. "la vie est mauvaise, n'est-ce pas?." Harry sighed. "Oui." Niall nodded, sighing too. Harry and Liam both hugged Niall, seeing the sad look on his face. They really wanted to help him, but Niall just wouldn't let them. 


Niall thought about Sean a lot. The whole love for French music he had developped was something he and Sean had always shared. Maintenant je suis seul... Niall thought, it was true because although Harry was terribly well at French, he had never really liked French music. C'est bon, Niall sighed to himself, je suis habitué à être seul. 


Niall had gotten himself a tattoo for his birthday, the only present he had accepted. It read mon ange in beautiful letters. It reminded Niall of Sean, and now everytime he looked at his wrist he thought of his lost love. 


"Niall could you please talk English to me?" Liam asked annoyed when Niall started to talk French while their shared breakfast. "Sorry. Habit." Niall fake-laughed. The boys ate in silence for awhile. "It's been six months already." Niall suddenly said. "since...??" Liam asked. Niall sent Liam an absolute dead glare, "since Sean's death." Then Niall stormed off emotionally and hurt. 


"Merde tous." Niall screamed, he had turned the shower on and stepped inside so nobody would hear him. Then he repeated the same sentence over and over again, "Je veux mourir." untill he felt nothing inside anymore


TBC




je me blesse = I am hurting/I am hurt
Je suis à la recherche d'un avenir sans erreurs = I am looking for a future without errors
Pensez-vous que vous allez le trouver? = Do you think you will find it?
Non pas vraiment, mais c'est la seule chose que j'espère pour = No not really, but it's the only thing I hope for.
la vie est mauvaise, n'est-ce pas? = Life is bad, isn't it?
Oui = Yes.
Maintenant je suis seul = Now I'm alone.
C'est bon, je suis habitué à être seul = It's okay, I am used to being lonely.
Mon ange = my angel
merde tous = damn them all
je veux mourir = I wanna die

Je me blesse... (part 2 // preview)

Here's a small preview of part 2 of Je me blesse..., I hope you like it, please leave me some feedback at my formspring page (you can send anonymous messages there, if you prefer that) - Ruby


"Je suis à la recherche d'un avenir sans erreurs" Niall sighed deeply. "Pensez-vous que vous allez le trouver?" Harry asked intrested. Liam felt kinda left out at this point, he didn't know why Harry didn't just transalate what they said. "Non pas vraiment, mais c'est la seule chose que j'espère pour." Niall replied sadly. "la vie est mauvaise, n'est-ce pas?." Harry sighed. "Oui." Niall nodded, sighing too. Harry and Liam both hugged Niall, seeing the sad look on his face. They really wanted to help him, but Niall just wouldn't let them. 




Je suis à la recherche d'un avenir sans erreurs = I am looking for a future without errors
Pensez-vous que vous allez le trouver? = Do you think you will find it?
Non pas vraiment, mais c'est la seule chose que j'espère pour = No not really, but it's the only thing I hope for.
la vie est mauvaise, n'est-ce pas? = Life is bad, isn't it?
Oui = Yes.

Je me blesse... (part 1)



This piece of fanfiction is partially me dealing with just having lost somebody that meant a lot to me, and partially my obsession with Jena Lee's music. There will be quite a lot french in this fanfiction but my French isn't that well, so please forgive me if it fails. Also I'll put transalations of the french at the end of each part (assuming I'll make this multi-chaptered ofcourse, I don't know that yet) Please enjoy, and feedback would be nice :) - Ruby


'Je pars...' Was all Niall's text message read. Ever since Sean's death the Irish boy hadn't been quite the same. The two words Niall had sent worried Liam more than anything. It reminded him of a music video by Jena Lee Niall kept watching, je me perds the song was called. Liam tried to call Niall but the blonde didn't bother to awnser his phone. Liam let out a deep sigh. If Niall would continue to say things that mattered in French Liam should really work on his French.

Much later...


"Niall where were you?!" Liam quickly asked when his best friend walked in, pulling the slightly younger boy into a tight hug. Niall gave back some kind of half hug and mumbled something about the beach. Liam bit his lip, "Could you write something more than je pars next time?" he softly asked. Niall just shrugged, "mes envies sont noires." he whispered. "What does that even mean?!" Liam asked, he was getting kind of irritated with Niall constant use of French. Niall just smiled darkly at Liam and let himself slide down the wall onto the floor. "You wanna know?" the blonde smirked. "Yes!" Liam said frustrated. "Then you should learn French." Niall laughed amused by himself.
"Honestly Niall, tell me what you feel." Liam pleaded. Niall looked up at Liam, "Mon bonheur a tué une part de moi, mon amour a tué une part de moi. Je me perds, je me blesse. Aide-moi." Niall looked fragile, but also pleased knowing Liam didn't understand what he had said. "I'll ask Harry to transalate." Liam stated. Niall smiled but he didn't really like that thought.

If Liam knew how Niall felt he'd try to help, Niall would have to let people get close to him again and that scared Niall. Niall was so damn scared of losing someone he loved again, like he had lost Sean. He never wanted to go through that same pain again. He feared that if he loved again, he would have to. He didn't dare to do that to himself, he would hurt himself in any other way, but not in that way.

Everybody had always thought Niall and Sean were just bestfriend, but the two Irish lads had been so much more than that. They had loved eachother so much, and Niall still blamed himself for not being able to be there when Sean had needed him the most. Niall regretted ever joining the x-factor, if he hadn't done that things would have turned out so differently. He atleast would've been there, but no Niall was touring while Sean fought cancer. Niall hated himself for that.

At first Sean had been strong enough and had won from the cancer, then it came back, Niall had been there that time and Sean won again. The third time however, Sean lost, Niall had been there but he still blamed himself for everything.

TBC

je me blesse = I am hurting
je pars = I leave
mes envies sont noires = my desires are dark/black.
Mon bonheur a tué une part de moi = My happiness has killed a part of me.
Mon amour a tué une part de moi = My love has killed a part of me.
Je me perds = I am losing myself.
Aide-moi = Help me.



maandag 14 november 2011

"Niall it'll be fine." Liam said squeezing his boyfriends hands. Niall swallowed. "I'm scared Liam." he said softly. "I'm sure it'll be fine." Liam said, his voice sounding convincing, but inside he was just as scared. They walked into the room where their friends had gattered. "So what's this meeting all about?" Zayn asked bored. Liam swallowed then he took Niall's hand. "me and Niall are togheter." he said. Zayn looked at Liam, then at Niall and then at the two boys hands. "You kidding right?" Zayn asked. Niall shook his head. "No." Liam said, tightning his grip. "Okay then I'm outta here. stupid fags." Zayn said and then he left, but right before he walked outside the door he pushed Niall on the floor, causing his nose to bleed. Niall started to cry. Liam held him tightly. "it's his loss really." Louis said, whilst Harry got some napkins for Niall's nose. "just know that me and Haz will always support you both." Louis said. Liam placed a soft kiss on Niall's cheek. "See Niall," he said, "It'll be alright because if people don't accept us they don't reallly matter."
Preview of an attempt at a small fanfic, it's not very good as I usually write slash and now I'm trying not to and it's just not that great. -Ruby


"I'd love to tell you what my heart wants." Khloe swallowed and looked at Niall, "but I don't have the words." "I understand Khloe. You love him, he's been a big part of your life and now he's gone. I understand that it's hard." Niall swallowed, he put his arms around the fragile girl. She bit her lip, "I want to forget him, erase him from my mind," she started to cry, "just so I could give everything to you in a better way."

zondag 13 november 2011

The uploading from old fanfics is done. Please leave request, slash or non-slash and I'll write it.
Also I still had a request open from tumblr and I'll try to write that.

- Ruby
Love me for me part 8
this is the last chapter, but it kinda really sucks, I apologize for that -Ruby
6 months later…
“Me and Harry are back togheter.” Niall stated. “Why?” Liam asked, a little hurt. “Because he’s said he’s changed.” Niall mumbled. “He’ll do it all again and you know it.” Liam stated. “he says he won’t.” Niall protested. 
3 weeks later…
“H-harry broke up with me.” Niall cried. Liam wrapped his arms around Niall. It was the first of many times this ort of situation would happen.
6 months later…
“Liam.” Niall said. “Yes Niall?” Liam replied. “There’s gonna be a time that Harry asks me back, and then I won’t be his anymore, i’ll belong to someone else.” Niall said with teary eyes. Then he and Liam kissed.
-the end-
Stop the world (Ziall for anon)
Ugh this one shot fails…it’s short…I apologize for this complete and utter crap - Ruby
“I honestly believe it’s best if we keep it a secret for now.” Zayn said, both boys wore a pained expression. “If you say so.” Niall said sadly. “I think we just need to grow as a couple before we deal with coming out, you know how horrid people can be.” Zayn sighed. Niall nodded, they already…well mostly Niall dealt with hate, and it would most likely get worse if he and Zayn came out.  ”Hey don’t be sad, beautiful.” Zayn lifted up Niall’s chin. Niall sighed, “I just wish people were a little nicer.” He said softly. Zayn pulled Niall into a hug. “I wish too Niall.” he said softly.
Jealousy (narry one shot for anon)
“I met Justin Bieber again!!” Niall shouted happily. “great dude.” Liam said, feeling genuinly happy for his friend. “Again?” Harry asked, a little jealous. “Yeah and we got into a photoboot and got pictures.” Niall said excited, he chose to ignore Harry’s jealousy. Niall got the pictures out of his pocket and showed them. “You two are quite close aren’t you?” Harry asked bitterly. “Harry! Nothings going on. 1. I am with you. 2. Justin is straight. 3. Justin is dating Selena Gomez.” Niall said, his tone getting sadder. Did Harry really have to be so jealous about these things all the time. “Well you can’t see that on a picture and who says you two won’t cheat?!” Harry said. “Well you know what I’ll be in my flat if you’re looking for me.” Niall said walking away. 
Niall opened his front door with a sigh. He loved Harry, he really did. He just hated that Harry got so jealous all the time. It really ruined some good moments. Niall walked inside and turned on his laptop. He started to play Justin’s new single, mistletoe. Niall sang along, he knew all the words, he couldn’t help it really, he liked Justin’s music so much. It always made him happy when he felt sad. 
Niall heard his door open. “Who’s there?” he shouted. “It’s Harry.” he heard Harry shout back. “Oh.” Niall said loudly. “Ni-Ni?” Harry asked when he was inside Niall’s living room. “yeah?” Niall replied. “I didn’t mean to be jealous about you meeting Justin.” Harry stated. “I know, you never mean to, but it’s a bit stupid, cause I was really happy about it and you kinda ruined it with your jealousy.” Niall said softly. “I’m sorry Nialler.” Harry said sorrowful. “It’s okay, just try to control it next time.” Niall sighed. “I’ll try.” Harry said softly. Then Niall kissed him, to reassure him it really was okay.
Painted pictures in the sky(niam one shot for anon)
Title is from Taylor Swift’s I’m only when I’m with you, this is kinda based off that song. I am sorry, this one shot isn’t very good, it’s really short too. I just can’t seem to write Niam the last few days. - Ruby
“How come you are always so different when there are others around?” Niall asked his boyfriend, he’d been wondering about a while and now he finally had the guts to ask it. Liam shrugged, “I guess I’m afraid people won’t accept me for who I am, and when I am around you I’m not afraid about that.” Liam softly said. The two boys were laying in a tent, in the garden of Niall’s parents. They could ofcourse sleep inside, in Niall’s room, but they decided that this was cosier. “I don’t understand why people wouldn’t accept you for who you are you’re amazing.” Niall said moving closer to Liam. “There’s been people in the past who thought differently about that.” Liam sighed. Niall kissed Liam, “yeah but they’re stupid.” he smiled. Liam smiled back. Niall kissed Liam again. This time Liam kissed back. Suddenly Niall shivered. “Are you cold?” Liam asked worried. “A little.” Niall said softly. Liam wrapped his arms around Niall and hugged him until he got warm again.
A dream for the weaker (narry, two shot, part 2)
Harry held me tightly. I heard him say my name. It sounded so beautiful. I looked at him, he was so gorgeous. I loved him so much. He made me feel so amazing. Harry kissed me. “I love you Niall.” he said.
“W-will he be okay?” Harry asked crying. The doctor sighed. ‘He is in a coma, and right now it doesn’t seem like he’s going to wake.” Harry looked shocked and the other boys swallowed. “It’s as if he doesn’t want to, as if the place where he feels like he is now is better.” the doctor added. Then the doctor walked away. “Can you leave me alone with Niall for a bit?” Harry asked. The lads nodded and left the hospital room. “Hey buddy how are you?” Harry said. “I am so angry at myself right now, I should’ve stayed with you.” the curly haired boy said, a tear falling Niall’s face. “I don’t even like that girl. There’s someone else I like.” Harry stroked Niall’s face. “right now he’s in a coma.” Harry cried, “and it’s my fault, cause I had to be so damn stupid.” 
“I love you Niall.” Harry said, like he had so many times. “I love you too.” I said and we kissed more passionatly then ever before. “We should get married.” Harry said. I smiled and nodded. “let’s do it right now.” Harry smiled. And so we did.
4 weeks later…
“Niall please wake up, I love you Niall, I love you.” Harry said desperatly. “You are slowly fading away from us, from me and I can’t stand it.” harry cried, like he had ever since that night. “You can’t just do that, you have to come back to us, I wonder what’s so amazing that keeps you away, cause I want you to come back, we all do.” Harry said holding Niall’s hands.
“Niall.” Harry said, his voice very serious. “Yes Harry?” I replied. “You have to go back, back to reality.” he said. “but I don’t want to.” I protested sadly. “Niall you have to.” Harry said desperatly. I bit my lip, Harry went on talking. “Niall please wake up, I love you Niall, I love you.You are slowly fading away from us, from me and I can’t stand it.” Harry was suddenly crying. You can’t just do that, you have to come back to us, I wonder what’s so amazing that keeps you away, cause I want you to come back, we all do.” Harry was holding my hand and all of a sudden I was in a hospital bed, slowly opening my eyes…
“Niall your awake!” Harry smiled. Niall nodded. “I need to tell you something.” Harry said. “Do tell” Niall said, with a dry troath. “I love you.” Harry said, not having let go of Niall’s hand. “I love you too.” Niall smiled, maybe his dream had become reality. Harry softly kissed Niall until the doctor walked inside with the other lads and Niall’s parents. The boys blushed deeply. “How many times have I told you to watch out when you cross the streets?!” Niall’s mom sighed. Niall bit his lip and hugged his parents. “sorry.” he mumbled. Harry resisted the urge to tell it was his fault, he’d save it for later. “We’ll have to run some tests.” the doctor said. Niall nodded. “will it take long?” Niall asked. The doctor shook his head. 
“So are we togheter now?” Niall asked when he was released of the hospital a week later. “If you want to.” Harry said shyly. “I want to.” Niall smiled and took Harry’s hand. Togheter they walked to the car that picked them up. On the way home they shared kissed and everything seemed perfect.
Because sometimes reality is better than my dreams.
-the end-
Parachutes and airplanes(narry)
Harry loved how he and Niall just fitted togheter perfectly. He loved the way Niall never had to try and still was amazing. The way Niall took away his breath whenever they went on a date, or just in general. Harry loved the way Niall looked, and he loved his personality. Harry loved how Niall accepted him for who he was and never tried to change him. Everything was so natural between the two boys. 
“What are you thinking about?” Niall asked as he hugged Harry from behind and pressed a kiss on Harry’s neck. “about you.” Harry said softly. Niall turned Harry around and hugged him. “I hope it’s positive.” he grinned. “I can’t think negative about you cause it’s just not possible, you are perfect.” harry laughed. Niall shook his head. ‘for the ten millionth time I’m not perfect.” Niall sighed. “Yes you are.” Harry smiled. “you are a silly boy Harry Edward Styles.” Niall giggled then he sat down on the kitchen counter. Harry pressed a kiss on Niall’s lips and started to cook dinner. This was basicly how they spend their evenings off, togheter, Harry cooking, Niall watching him, laughing togheter about the silliest things, giving each other a kiss in between everything. “What are you making?” Niall asked. “Just plain simple spaghetti.” Harry shrugged. “Mhm…I like your spaghetti.” Niall smiled. Harry blushed slightly. “Can I taste?” Niall asked and put some spaghetti on a spoon. He brought it up to Niall’s mouth and Niall ate it. “Fucking delicious!” Niall exclaimed. Harry kissed Niall passionatly and then went back to his cooking. “Louis came up with this really weird pick up line today.” Niall said. “Really? what was it?” Harry smiled. “Are you a cookie cause you look delicious.” Niall giggled. “weirdo.” Harry laughed. 
“Did you enjoy your dinner?” Harry asked softly. Niall nodded and hugged Harry tightly. “A lot.” he smiled. Harry bit his lip. “I wrote you a song.” Niall stated. Harry blushed, “Will you play it for me?” he asked. Niall nodded and got his guitar. “Just a bit though.” he said and started to play.
What do you say when you can’t look down
When you feel like you’re ten feet off the ground
What do you do when you’re on the edge
Now you’re here and you got me thinking ’bout
Parachutes and airplanes
Thinking about
Parachutes and airplanes
We’ll never hit the ground
‘Cause life gets hard sometimes
And I just need a place to get away
So turn the world around
I’m never coming down
‘Cause I don’t ever wanna hit the, wanna hit the ground
“Did you like it?” Niall asked shyly. Harry nodded and smiled. Niall put down his guitar and hugged Harry. “Let’s lay down for a while.” he suggested. Harry nodded and the boys layed down on the couch, close to eachother, not saying a word.
a/n: the song is parachutes and airplanes by david archuletta. 
proposal (narry)
“It’s beautiful out here.” Niall smiled excited. Harry bit his lip and sighed relieved. “Honestly it’s like perfect.” Niall added. Harry slowly took Niall’s hand. “I wanna show you something else.” He said nervously. “Okay.” Niall smiled. 
Harry led his boyfriend to a waterfall. “Niall?” he asked. “yes Harry.” Niall said. “We’ve been through a lot togheter.” Harry started, his words no more or less than true, they couple had their ups and their downs. They’d been through hatred and pain, and had complete and utter love. They had their troubles in the past but they got past all that. “You taught me a lot of life lessons and you made me a better person and I am so blessed to have you, it makes me so happy and I love you so so much.” Harry started to shake a little, “I just want you to know that Niall and I want to ask you something and I won’t be surprised if you say no but uhm yeah…” Harry went down on one knee. Niall swallowed, was Harry really going to ask what he hoped Harry would ask him. “Will you marry me?” Harry asked. “no” Niall joked. Harry looked hurt and stood up. ‘Just kidding, you fool, would you really think I’d say no after all this time.” Niall smiled and kissed Harry passionatly. Harry smiled. “You had me scared there for a moment.” Harry sighed, once again relieved. “I got you a ring.” he mumbled, getting it out of his pocket. Niall smiled, happy tears forming in his eyes. Harry shoved the ring on Niall’s finger carefully. Niall put his head on Harry’s chest. “I love you.” he smiled. “I love you too.” Harry said holding Niall tightly. 
A dream for the weaker (narry, two shot, part 1)
Okay, the thing with this one shot is, there’s reality, and there’s Niall’s dream. When there’s ‘reality’ I’ll type in normal, when it’s Niall’s dream, I’ll type in cursive. This entire thingy will be in two p.o.v’s, reality will be written in third person, and Niall’s dream will be in Niall’s p.o.v - Ruby
“Where are you going?” Niall asked when he saw Harry putting on his coat. “Oh I met some girl.” Harry shrugged lightly. Niall pretented that those words didn’t hurt him and smiled. “Oh great.” the blonde said. Then he watched Harry walk away. Niall heard the door slam loudly and looked out of the window. He sighed, then he saw Harry walk up to an in his opinion slutty girl and watched them share a kiss. Niall layed down on his hotel bed and felt the tears stream down his face. He shut his eyes tightly and waited until he fell asleep.
Harry held my hands and placed a soft kiss on my lips. It made me feel all fuzzy and warm. “You’re beautiful.” Harry said to me. I protested and then he kissed me again. “You are.” Harry smiled. I smiled back. He made me so happy. “I love you.” I said. “I love you too.” Harry said warmly. 
Niall opened his eyes. He heard footsteps coming near him. “You alright man?” he heard Harry’s voice. “Yeah ofcourse I am.” Niall said, deep inside he was glad Harry cared about him, even it was just a little. “Really cause your eyes are all red and puffy.” Harry stated. “Yeah man I’m fine, so how was it with that girl.” Niall said, trying his hardest to let the last part come out nicely. “Oh we’re dating.” Harry said. “G-great.” Niall faked a smile. “Well I am going out tonight so I guess you’ll have our room to your own.” Harry said, leaving again. Niall bit his lip and closed the door because Harry forgot. “You could hang out with the other lads.” a voice in Niall’s head said, but Niall didn’t want to, he just wanted to be with Harry. 
Niall stared at the ceiling, he was laying on Harry’s bed, and he couldn’t fall asleep. He wondered if all this pain would make him stronger. Or if it was just killing him slowly. Niall let out a deep sigh and let his mind drift to a place far away, creating a different reality, a better one.
I kissed Harry. We were walking through the snow hand in hand. We had just told the boys we were togheter and they were all fine with it. I wondered if I could become luckier than this, probably not. I am dating the boy of my dreams, the most perfect guy alive and he calls me beautiful. It’s really amazing.
Harry wrapped his arm around my waist. “Je t’aime.” he whispered in my ear. “I love you too.” I whispered back. We kissed again. It was all so perfect.
It was all so perfect, Niall thought, if only it were real. Niall stood up and walked outside. It wasn’t as if he didn’t see the car coming towards him, he just didn’t care. The last thing Niall heard was Harry’s voice screaming his name. Then he went back to dreaming…
TBC
Invisible (narry/nouis)
“….and he’s so cute.” Niall said happily. Harry faked a smile, he liked that Niall was so happy and in love, he just wished he was the one Niall was in love with, the one that made the irish boy so happy. But no, Niall didn’t see him that way, all Niall’s eyes could see was Louis. Niall meant the world to Harry but he just didn’t know.
“His eyes are perfect in this picture.” Niall smiled brightly, pointing to a picture he took of Louis earlier that day “Or actually they are in general.” Harry faked another smile. Harry saw Louis entering the kitchen. “hey Lou.” He greeted. “Hello Harry.” Louis said, not noticing Niall at first. “Hey Louis.” Niall shouted. Louis ran up to Niall and hugged him, “Sorry,” he said, “I didn’t see you.” Niall blushed. “is alright.” he mumbled softly. Louis ruffled Niall’s hair. “you should talk a little louder, or else I don’t know what you say.” Niall giggled. Harry bit his lip sadly and left the room.
Harry hated that Niall didn’t see him. He hated that Niall liked Louis. He hated that Louis didn’t even know Niall the way Harry did, because ,according to Harry, if Niall was going to love him the eldest band member should atleast notice all the little things about Niall that made Niall so special.
“Harry?” Niall softly asked a few days later. “Yeah?” Harry replied grumphy. “Louis doesn’t like me.” Niall stated. Harry shrugged. “and I’d like to know why you are off with me.” Niall added. “cause Liam told me some things that you told him.” the irish boy said awkwardly. Harry sighed irritated. “well I am never telling him something again.” “Harry?” Niall softly said. “yes.” Harry sighed. “do you really love me? cause Liam kinda said that you kinda told me you kinda did.” Niall asked shyly. “Yes I do love you. But honestly, you don’t love me, so what the fuck does it matter?!” Harry replied, “you don’t even notice me. the last three months all you saw was Louis, and I kept on listening about how cute he was, and how perfect he was. And he didn’t even fucking know you, he couldn’t give a fuck about your feelings. I did, but I didn’t matter.” Harry added emotionally. Niall started to cry. “Harry!” he said frustrated. “what?!” harry said annoyed. Then he saw Niall was crying. He bit his lip. He wrapped his arms around Niall tightly. “I just wanted to tell you that I liked both of you.” Niall whispered, “and that I love you more than I loved Louis.” the irish boy added quietly. Harry wiped away Niall’s tears. “Sorry I made you cry.” Harry said, his own eyes were teared up as well. Niall softly kissed Harry. “it’s fine. I hurt you badly, so it’s only what I deserve.” the blonde boy stated. Harry kissed Niall back. Then the boys layed down on Harry’s bed and just cuddled for a while.
-the end-
Butterfly fly away…
Liam looked at his daughter. Trying on her wedding dress she looked so grown up. It hit Liam that he would definetely have to let her go of her. Surely she was in good hands, Louis and Eleanor’s son was a good guy, but it was hard. Destiny had been the only woman in Liam’s life after Danielle had died and now she’d be gone too.
“Doesn’t it look pretty?” Destiny asked excited. “It’s beautiful. You are beautiful, you look so much like your mother right now.” Liam smiled, tearing up. Destiny wrapped her arms around her dad. “I wish she could’ve seen me.” Destiny whispered. “I think she’s watching from up there.” Liam whispered back. Destiny bit her lip. “Would she be happy for me?” Destiny asked softly. Liam nodded, “She be so happy that you’ve found the one, she’d be proud of you as well.” he softly said. 
4 months later…
“Daddy?”  Destiny asked, it was in the middle of the night and within just a few hours Destiny would be getting married to Thomas. “Yes?” Liam said, a little tired. “I can’t sleep.” Destiny whispered in child-like voice, because although she was 21, she still talked like that sometimes. “Come here.” Liam said. Destiny layed her gead on Liam’s shoulder. “Daddy will you miss me?” Destiny asked. “A lot, but I guess I will just have to get used to you not being around as much as you used to.” Liam said slowly. “Could you play me our song?” Destiny asked softly. Liam got his guitar and started to play and Destiny started to sing,
You tucked me in, turned out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brushed my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back
Destiny teared up, so did Liam. This song had always meant so much to them, and Liam exactly knew what the next few lines where. Both members of the Payne family found so much truth in this song,
You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be
Liam and Destiny smiled through their tears when Destiny sang the next lines. It felt so weird to Liam that soon she’d have someone else to sing her to sleep.
when I couldn’t sleep at night
Scared things wouldn’t turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me
Liam joined in and Destiny wiped away his tears. “It’s okay daddy.” she softly said.

Caterpillar in the tree
How you wonder who you’ll be
Can’t go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don’t you worry, hold on tight
I promise you that there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

Butterfly fly away
Flat your wings now you can’t stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true
Liam walked Destiny to the isle, there he handed her over to Thomas. He smiled proudly at his daughter. She got what she deserved.

Butterfly fly away
We’ve been waiting for this day
All along and knowing just what to do
Butterfly, butterfly, butterfly, butterfly fly away

obsessed

Am i obsessed with you?
I do my best not to want you
But I do all the time
2 p.m.
Louis was freaking out. All the boys had went to see their families, and although it had only been an hour, Louis already missed Niall so much. He resisted the urge to call his friend and went outside instead.
6 p.m.
Niall missed Louis, he missed all the lads, but he most definetely missed Louis the most. Although Niall was pretty loud himself it felt quiet without Louis. “Is something wrong dear?” Niall’s mom asked, “You’ve barely touched your food.” she added worried. Niall hadn’t even noticed the food, which was very unusual for him. “Just missing someone.” Niall admitted. Niall’s mom shook her head smiling and hugged Niall. “You’re in love aren’t you?” she said. Niall hadn’t even thought about that yet. Did he love Louis? The question didn’t leave his mind.
7 p.m.
Louis had just finished dinner and started to ask his mom advice, without actually telling her he was in love with his leprachaun friend. “Mom, see this friend of mine is in love with someone and he is like afraid to tell that person, what should he do?” Louis asked biting his lip. “Go for it Louis.” She smiled knowingly. “What? How did you find out?” Louis asked shocked. “Mothers know that sort of stuff.” Jay smiled. “Okay but you know what if that someone is like one of your best mates?” Louis asked scared. “Go for it Louis, you’ll never know if you never try.” Jay said and then she walked away. Louis let out a deep sigh.
7 p.m.
Niall layed on his bed. Was it creepy that he knew nearly everything about Louis? He sighed he felt like an obsessed stalker.  Niall had admitted to himself he loved Louis, but it wasn’t like he intented to.
9 p.m.
Louis decided that what he felt for Niall was complete and utter love. He layed on his bed and stared at his ceiling.
9.30 p.m.
call me xx Louis
9.45 p.m.
Niall kept staring at the text Louis send him. He wanted to call Louis, he really did, but he was so damn scared.
11 p.m.
Niall slowly fell asleep, still afraid to call his friend.
2 a.m.
Louis couldn’t take it anymore, if Niall wasn’t going to call him, he’d just call Niall. Louis just wanted to scream it from the rooftops “I am madly in love with Niall Horan and I think he’s perfect.” but Louis didn’t think his neighbours would like that around this hour. Louis waited for Niall to anwser. Niall didn’t.
3 a.m.
Louis called again, praying Niall would anwser. “wha?” Niall said. “look Niall I need to tell you some things.” Louis quickly said. “Okay.” Niall yawned. “First of all, sorry I woke you.” Louis started. Niall giggled “S’fine dude.” he said tiredly and all Louis could think was that it was so cute. “Seconable you are awesome.” Louis said biting his lip. “Thanks.” Niall said softly. “Thirdly I love you.” Louis said quickly.  “you sure?” Niall asked, suddenly wide awake. “Absolutely.” Louis said. “cool. I love you too.” Niall replied. Louis let out a relieved sigh. “I’ll call you tommorow.” Niall said. “yeah s’cool.” Louis said happily. “love you.” Louis said. “Love you too.” Niall said before hanging up.
6 a.m.
“So I’ll see you tommorow right.” Louis said on the phone (he was tired as hell because he hadn’t slept at all) “Yeah. Can’t wait.” Niall said excited. “I love you.” Louis said. “I love you more.” Niall replied. “I love you the mostest.” Louis laughed. “That’s not even a word.” Niall protested. “In my world it is.” Louis giggled (since when did he giggle, Louis wondered, it obviously had something to do with being in love). “Then it’s too in mine.” Niall said happily. “bye.” Louis said sadly. “bye.” Niall replied with an indentical tone.
9 a.m.
Louis had went out to buy tons of gifts for Niall, simply because he couldn’t choose what to give. Louis just wanted it to be special and amazing.
5 p.m.
“He’ll love it anyways.” Louis mom and sisters had told him still Louis was worried.
5 p.m.
“Just pick something already.” Niall’s brother said, getting a little annoyed with Niall’s tendency of checking a gift out and then deciding it wasn’t good enough. “Then what should I buy?” Niall asked. “I dunno stuffed animals, balloons anything like that.” Niall’s brother sighed. “cool.” Niall said.
6 p.m.
“What did you pick out.” Niall’s mom asked. Niall pointed to a few balloons and a huge stuffed teddy bear. “He’ll love it.” She smiled. “I hope so.” Niall softly said.
the next day, 10 a.m.
Niall ran up to Louis and hugged him tightly. “Hey.” he greeted happily. Louis just kissed him in response, receiving surprised looks from their band mates.”When did this happen?” Harry asked confused. Niall smiled, “3 a.m, tuesday.” Louis held Niall closely. “So are you two like boyfriends now?” Liam asked. “I think we are.” Louis said softly. “We are.” Niall said full confidence.
11 a.m
“I got you some presents.” Louis stated. “I got you some too.” Niall giggled. “nice.” Louis smiled. “Can I give mine first?” Niall asked. Louis nodded.
11.10 a.m.
“This is so awesome!” Louis said happily. Niall looked at the ground smiling. “But before I give you my present I need to tell you something.” Louis stated. Niall looked up. “do tell.” he said. “You, Niall James Horan, are amazing, incredible and perfect. I love the way you look, the way you smile, I love your accent, I love you for your talent. I just love you for you and I hope you never change.” Louis said smiling then he hugged Niall tightly. “you sure?” Niall said, a little emotional. Louis nodded. “absolutely.” he said. Then he and Niall started to giggle.
11.30 a.m.
“Your presents were better than mine.” Niall stated. “nope yours were.” Louis said and he kissed Niall before the Irish boy could protest.
- the end -
(Picture is mine. this is genderbend.)
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance in a storm in my best dress, FEARLESS
Liam lied down on her queen size bed. She was soaking wet and tired. Too many things had happened and she couldn’t take it anymore. She wanted to tell Niall how she felt, she really did, but it would just ruin things between them, besides there was no way she could come out anymore without people thinking it was a publicity stunt after what Louis did today. In other words she was metaphorically fucked. Liam felt tears streaming down her cheeks. She cursed under her breath. She was always trying not to feel too much but the problem was that all her feelings came out at once and at those times there was no way to hide them. She heard the door of her apartment being opened. Liam swallowed. “Who’s there?” she shouted. “It’s Niall.” she heard. Liam really wasn’t in the mood to talk with Niall know, as there was no way to explain why she cried. “BUGGER OFF!” Liam shouted. “YOU KNOW I WON’T!” Niall shouted back. Liam cursed under her breath again. She heard Niall’s footsteps coming closer to her bedroom. Liam stood up quickly, wiped away her tears and brushed her hair, so she’d atleast look a little presentable. “Seriously Liam what’s going on?! You’ve been acting weird and fucked up all day!” Niall shouted through the door. “Nothing.” Liam shouted. Niall opened the door. “oh really?!” she said unconvinced. “I’m just on my period.” Liam sighed. “You were last week.” Niall stated matter-of-factly. Liam once again cursed under her breath. “Just tell me” Niall begged. “Nope.” Liam shook her head. Niall’s lip trembled. “Well I am going.” She stated and walked away. The moment Niall left Liam banged her head against a wall. Then she slid down the wall and started to cry again.
Niall walked to her own apartment, which was just a few blocks away from Liam’s. She hated not knowing what was going on, and now everybody seemed to know about things and have little secret and nobody wanted to tell her. She started to feel more and more lonely. The loneliness wasn’t something new, Liam being off with her however was. Niall couldn’t take it anymore. She wanted to call Simon tell him to replace her with someone else, but Simon didn’t answer his phone. Niall was nearly home when she turned around and ran towards the river.. She was about to jump in it when her phone rang. “With Niall” She answered. “You called?” She heard Simon’s voice. “Yeah I’d like to quit being in one direction.” Niall sighed. “Think about it for a few days and then I’ll call you back.” Simon said. “Oh okay.” Niall said. Then Simon hung up. Niall looked at the river and walked for a few metres before stopping again. She took of her shoes and socks. Then she sat down and put her feet in the water, not caring how cold it was.
Niall had no idea how long she’d been there. She however that the other’s weren’t pleased with the time she’d been there as they scolded at her when they found her sitting there. “What the hell were you thinking? We’ve been looking for you for hours!” Zayn shouted. “Obviously I was thinking let’s quit this whole girlband thing and Simon said I had to think about it and that’s what I was doing.” Niall shrugged. “You want to quit?” Liam asked shocked. “Now is not the moment to start caring.” Niall said turning to walk away. Liam walked after her, so Niall started running. “Please stay.” Liam begged. “FINE!” Niall said annoyed.
A few months had passed and the girls were on tour. Niall and Liam shared a hotelroom where they were currently sitting, each on their own beds. “hey Liam can I paint your nails?” Niall suddenly asked. Liam looked up from the book she was reading. “Sure.” She smiled. Niall quickly got up and got the utilities she needed. Then she sat down infront of Liam on her bed. “Which colour?” Niall asked excited. “Uhmm…pink or something like that.” Liam smiled happily. “I have ten pinks.” Niall stated. Then she started to paint Liam’s nails, each nail got another pink colour. “Do you like it?” Niall asked when she was finished. “I love it.” Liam smiled. “Do you fancy going to the cinema tonight?” Niall mumbled shyly. “Sounds nice.” Liam mumbled softly. Niall hugged Liam tightly, but careful not to hit Liam’s nails.
“Those twilight films are always a bit shit.” Liam stated in a giggle. “Jupp but hey Ashley Greene is fit no point in denying that.” Niall giggled until she realised what she just said. She was so shocked when she heard Liam say; “True she is rather fit.”  The two girl’s stared into eachother’s eyes forgetting about the world. “Did I mention you are beautiful inside and out?” Liam said after a while. Niall shook her head blushing. “Well you are.” Liam said. Niall’s cheeks became redder and redder. “thank you.” she said in a whisper. Liam lent down a little and kissed Niall’s cheek. Niall took Liam’s hand and the girls walked back to their hotel.
“What were you thinking?!” They heard Zayn shout the next morning. “We weren’t” Liam smiled staring at Niall. “Obviously!” Zayn shouted pulling her hand through her hair. “That’s the thing about love you stop thinking for a while.” Liam said not caring Zayn was pissed. “Great and all.” Zayn said “but we have to think about our reputation.” Then Simon walked in. He looked at Niall and Liam. “I told you you should think about if leaving was the right thing.” He smiled at Niall. Niall let out a small giggle. “About that reputation thing, you just gained more fans because of it.” Simon stated, “a part of the LGBT community is glad they have someone they can look up too that isn’t extremely quirky but actually quite normal.” Simon said amused.
“Liam I need to ask you and Niall something.” Harry stated after Zayn and Louis had left. “Ask away.” Liam smiled. Niall sat down on Liam’s lap and put her head on her girlfriend’s chest. “I have a tremendous crush on Louis but I don’t think she likes me that way.” Harry sighed deeply. “How did you two asks eachother out?” Harry asked looking at the two girls. “Harry you just need to do it your own way, just drop some hints and see what happens.” Liam said amused.
“Hey.” Niall had just gotten dressed and now dropped herself on Liam’s bed. “Hey.” Liam smiled. Niall pressed a kiss on Liam’s cheek. Liam giggled and hugged Niall. “I forgot to brush my hair.” Niall stated after the girls cuddled for a while. “I can brush it for you.” Liam offered. Niall smiled. “If you want to.” She said softly. Liam got her hairbrush out of her handbag. Then Niall sat infront of her and she gently started to brush Niall’s hair. When Liam finished she dropped the hairbrush next to her and wrapped her arms around Niall. Then the door flew open. “Where’s Harry?!” Louis shouted. “Last time we saw her she went to see you.” Niall said confused. “Well I can’t find her anywhere.” Louis said concerned. “Who?” a voice said from behind Louis. “Hey Louis I found Harry.” Liam laughed. “Where?” Louis asked. “Turn around.” Liam suggested. So Louis did. “Harry!” She shouted happily and hugged her bestfriend.  Harry smiled and hugged Louis back. “I couldn’t find you anywhere!” Louis said pulling a sad face. “I’m sorry.” Harry said pulling a sad face as well. “HUG!” Louis shouted wrapping her arms around Harry tightly. Meanwhile Liam and Niall started mouthing something at eachother and walked to the balcony. Then they slowly climbed down into the hotel garden. Liam grabbed Niall’s hand. “Let’s go for a drive.” Liam smiled. “The only car we have is Louis’…” Niall stated. “She’s borrowing our room, so we’ll borrow her car for a bit.” Liam smiled brightly. “I like the way you think.” Niall giggled. “She gave me spare keys anyways.” Liam said. The girls walked to Louis’ Porsche. They drove not really going anywhere. After a while they stopped at a parking lot by some shopping centre. Niall, who was wearing her favourite dress, stepped outside. Liam quickly followed her. Then it started to rain. “Let’s dance.” Niall smiled. “Sure.” Liam giggled. Niall grabbed Liam’s hands and started to dance. Then she pulled Liam close to her and kissed her lips, first softly, then the girls kissed with more and more passion. “Je t’aime.” Niall whispered. “I love you too.” Liam whispered back
The girls walked back to the car and drove back to the hotel. They quickly went to their room and opened the door to find Louis and Harry kissing. Liam coughed a few times. Louis and Harry looked up with flushed cheeks.  “congrats.” Niall grinned. Harry’s cheeks became redder and she ran her hand through her curls. “we should take this back to our own room.” Louis mumbled pulling Harry with her quickly leaving the room.
“Will you go out for dinner with me?” Liam asked. “Of course.” Niall said, “two of my favourite things in the world are involved.” she added softly. “and those are?” Liam asked grinning. “Food and you.” Niall blushed and walked to the closet and grabbed some things out of it. “I’ll see you at 7.” Niall smiled as she walked outside the room. Liam started to get ready. She picked out a blue dress and some heels her sister got her for her birthday. She also got a present she had bought for Niall early in the morning way before Niall woke up. Liam started to straighten her hair, she didn’t do it everyday anymore but this was one of those rare occasions it brought her some weird kind of comfort to do so.
Liam waited downstairs in the hotel for Niall to come. Then Niall stepped out of the elevator wearing a tight red mini dress and converse. Typically Niall, wearing a dress but then pick out casual shoes. Niall ran up to Liam and hugged her. “Yo!” Niall shouted. “Yo yo!” Liam laughed. “You look gorgeous.” Liam smiled her hands lingering on Niall’s waist for a moment. Niall giggled. “Not as gorgeous as you.” She said kissing Liam’s cheek. “Let’s go.” Liam said taking Niall’s hand. “We using Louis’ car again?” Niall asked. “Jupp.” Liam smiled.
“This dinner was lovely.” Niall smiled. Liam bit her lip. “It was.” She smiled. The two girls spend a time walking in silence towards the car. “I-i got you a present.” Liam said. Niall face lit up more than it already had that night. Liam got a box out of her purse and handed it to Niall. Niall carefully opened the box and admired the necklace that was in it. “Thank you so much.” Niall said her eyes watering. “w-want me to put it on?” Liam asked. Niall nodded. Liam put the necklace around Niall’s neck and then turned Niall around and kissed her. “there’s something about the way the street looks when it’s just rained, there’s a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car and you know I want to ask you to dance right here in the middle of the parking lot.” Niall whispered in Liam’s ear before kissing her back. 
The next concert that they had they did a cover of Taylor Swift’s fearless, it fitted them, all five of them. Even Zayn got herself a girlfriend, something nobody expected, they always thought Zayn was just into both, but as she told, she was like a wind-shield-wiper, she went both ways.
I can’t help it if you look like an angel 
can’t help it if I wanna kiss you
in the rain so
come feel this magic I’ve been 
feeling since I met you
can’t help it if there’s no one else
I can’t help myself
- “Hey Stephen” Taylor Swift.
(Picture is mine. this is genderbend.)
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance in a storm in my best dress, FEARLESS
Liam lied down on her queen size bed. She was soaking wet and tired. Too many things had happened and she couldn’t take it anymore. She wanted to tell Niall how she felt, she really did, but it would just ruin things between them, besides there was no way she could come out anymore without people thinking it was a publicity stunt after what Louis did today. In other words she was metaphorically fucked. Liam felt tears streaming down her cheeks. She cursed under her breath. She was always trying not to feel too much but the problem was that all her feelings came out at once and at those times there was no way to hide them. She heard the door of her apartment being opened. Liam swallowed. “Who’s there?” she shouted. “It’s Niall.” she heard. Liam really wasn’t in the mood to talk with Niall know, as there was no way to explain why she cried. “BUGGER OFF!” Liam shouted. “YOU KNOW I WON’T!” Niall shouted back. Liam cursed under her breath again. She heard Niall’s footsteps coming closer to her bedroom. Liam stood up quickly, wiped away her tears and brushed her hair, so she’d atleast look a little presentable. “Seriously Liam what’s going on?! You’ve been acting weird and fucked up all day!” Niall shouted through the door. “Nothing.” Liam shouted. Niall opened the door. “oh really?!” she said unconvinced. “I’m just on my period.” Liam sighed. “You were last week.” Niall stated matter-of-factly. Liam once again cursed under her breath. “Just tell me” Niall begged. “Nope.” Liam shook her head. Niall’s lip trembled. “Well I am going.” She stated and walked away. The moment Niall left Liam banged her head against a wall. Then she slid down the wall and started to cry again.
Niall walked to her own apartment, which was just a few blocks away from Liam’s. She hated not knowing what was going on, and now everybody seemed to know about things and have little secret and nobody wanted to tell her. She started to feel more and more lonely. The loneliness wasn’t something new, Liam being off with her however was. Niall couldn’t take it anymore. She wanted to call Simon tell him to replace her with someone else, but Simon didn’t answer his phone. Niall was nearly home when she turned around and ran towards the river.. She was about to jump in it when her phone rang. “With Niall” She answered. “You called?” She heard Simon’s voice. “Yeah I’d like to quit being in one direction.” Niall sighed. “Think about it for a few days and then I’ll call you back.” Simon said. “Oh okay.” Niall said. Then Simon hung up. Niall looked at the river and walked for a few metres before stopping again. She took of her shoes and socks. Then she sat down and put her feet in the water, not caring how cold it was.
Niall had no idea how long she’d been there. She however that the other’s weren’t pleased with the time she’d been there as they scolded at her when they found her sitting there. “What the hell were you thinking? We’ve been looking for you for hours!” Zayn shouted. “Obviously I was thinking let’s quit this whole girlband thing and Simon said I had to think about it and that’s what I was doing.” Niall shrugged. “You want to quit?” Liam asked shocked. “Now is not the moment to start caring.” Niall said turning to walk away. Liam walked after her, so Niall started running. “Please stay.” Liam begged. “FINE!” Niall said annoyed.
A few months had passed and the girls were on tour. Niall and Liam shared a hotelroom where they were currently sitting, each on their own beds. “hey Liam can I paint your nails?” Niall suddenly asked. Liam looked up from the book she was reading. “Sure.” She smiled. Niall quickly got up and got the utilities she needed. Then she sat down infront of Liam on her bed. “Which colour?” Niall asked excited. “Uhmm…pink or something like that.” Liam smiled happily. “I have ten pinks.” Niall stated. Then she started to paint Liam’s nails, each nail got another pink colour. “Do you like it?” Niall asked when she was finished. “I love it.” Liam smiled. “Do you fancy going to the cinema tonight?” Niall mumbled shyly. “Sounds nice.” Liam mumbled softly. Niall hugged Liam tightly, but careful not to hit Liam’s nails.
“Those twilight films are always a bit shit.” Liam stated in a giggle. “Jupp but hey Ashley Greene is fit no point in denying that.” Niall giggled until she realised what she just said. She was so shocked when she heard Liam say; “True she is rather fit.” The two girl’s stared into eachother’s eyes forgetting about the world. “Did I mention you are beautiful inside and out?” Liam said after a while. Niall shook her head blushing. “Well you are.” Liam said. Niall’s cheeks became redder and redder. “thank you.” she said in a whisper. Liam lent down a little and kissed Niall’s cheek. Niall took Liam’s hand and the girls walked back to their hotel.
“What were you thinking?!” They heard Zayn shout the next morning. “We weren’t” Liam smiled staring at Niall. “Obviously!” Zayn shouted pulling her hand through her hair. “That’s the thing about love you stop thinking for a while.” Liam said not caring Zayn was pissed. “Great and all.” Zayn said “but we have to think about our reputation.” Then Simon walked in. He looked at Niall and Liam. “I told you you should think about if leaving was the right thing.” He smiled at Niall. Niall let out a small giggle. “About that reputation thing, you just gained more fans because of it.” Simon stated, “a part of the LGBT community is glad they have someone they can look up too that isn’t extremely quirky but actually quite normal.” Simon said amused.
“Liam I need to ask you and Niall something.” Harry stated after Zayn and Louis had left. “Ask away.” Liam smiled. Niall sat down on Liam’s lap and put her head on her girlfriend’s chest. “I have a tremendous crush on Louis but I don’t think she likes me that way.” Harry sighed deeply. “How did you two asks eachother out?” Harry asked looking at the two girls. “Harry you just need to do it your own way, just drop some hints and see what happens.” Liam said amused.
“Hey.” Niall had just gotten dressed and now dropped herself on Liam’s bed. “Hey.” Liam smiled. Niall pressed a kiss on Liam’s cheek. Liam giggled and hugged Niall. “I forgot to brush my hair.” Niall stated after the girls cuddled for a while. “I can brush it for you.” Liam offered. Niall smiled. “If you want to.” She said softly. Liam got her hairbrush out of her handbag. Then Niall sat infront of her and she gently started to brush Niall’s hair. When Liam finished she dropped the hairbrush next to her and wrapped her arms around Niall. Then the door flew open. “Where’s Harry?!” Louis shouted. “Last time we saw her she went to see you.” Niall said confused. “Well I can’t find her anywhere.” Louis said concerned. “Who?” a voice said from behind Louis. “Hey Louis I found Harry.” Liam laughed. “Where?” Louis asked. “Turn around.” Liam suggested. So Louis did. “Harry!” She shouted happily and hugged her bestfriend. Harry smiled and hugged Louis back. “I couldn’t find you anywhere!” Louis said pulling a sad face. “I’m sorry.” Harry said pulling a sad face as well. “HUG!” Louis shouted wrapping her arms around Harry tightly. Meanwhile Liam and Niall started mouthing something at eachother and walked to the balcony. Then they slowly climbed down into the hotel garden. Liam grabbed Niall’s hand. “Let’s go for a drive.” Liam smiled. “The only car we have is Louis’…” Niall stated. “She’s borrowing our room, so we’ll borrow her car for a bit.” Liam smiled brightly. “I like the way you think.” Niall giggled. “She gave me spare keys anyways.” Liam said. The girls walked to Louis’ Porsche. They drove not really going anywhere. After a while they stopped at a parking lot by some shopping centre. Niall, who was wearing her favourite dress, stepped outside. Liam quickly followed her. Then it started to rain. “Let’s dance.” Niall smiled. “Sure.” Liam giggled. Niall grabbed Liam’s hands and started to dance. Then she pulled Liam close to her and kissed her lips, first softly, then the girls kissed with more and more passion. “Je t’aime.” Niall whispered. “I love you too.” Liam whispered back
The girls walked back to the car and drove back to the hotel. They quickly went to their room and opened the door to find Louis and Harry kissing. Liam coughed a few times. Louis and Harry looked up with flushed cheeks. “congrats.” Niall grinned. Harry’s cheeks became redder and she ran her hand through her curls. “we should take this back to our own room.” Louis mumbled pulling Harry with her quickly leaving the room.
“Will you go out for dinner with me?” Liam asked. “Of course.” Niall said, “two of my favourite things in the world are involved.” she added softly. “and those are?” Liam asked grinning. “Food and you.” Niall blushed and walked to the closet and grabbed some things out of it. “I’ll see you at 7.” Niall smiled as she walked outside the room. Liam started to get ready. She picked out a blue dress and some heels her sister got her for her birthday. She also got a present she had bought for Niall early in the morning way before Niall woke up. Liam started to straighten her hair, she didn’t do it everyday anymore but this was one of those rare occasions it brought her some weird kind of comfort to do so.
Liam waited downstairs in the hotel for Niall to come. Then Niall stepped out of the elevator wearing a tight red mini dress and converse. Typically Niall, wearing a dress but then pick out casual shoes. Niall ran up to Liam and hugged her. “Yo!” Niall shouted. “Yo yo!” Liam laughed. “You look gorgeous.” Liam smiled her hands lingering on Niall’s waist for a moment. Niall giggled. “Not as gorgeous as you.” She said kissing Liam’s cheek. “Let’s go.” Liam said taking Niall’s hand. “We using Louis’ car again?” Niall asked. “Jupp.” Liam smiled.
“This dinner was lovely.” Niall smiled. Liam bit her lip. “It was.” She smiled. The two girls spend a time walking in silence towards the car. “I-i got you a present.” Liam said. Niall face lit up more than it already had that night. Liam got a box out of her purse and handed it to Niall. Niall carefully opened the box and admired the necklace that was in it. “Thank you so much.” Niall said her eyes watering. “w-want me to put it on?” Liam asked. Niall nodded. Liam put the necklace around Niall’s neck and then turned Niall around and kissed her. “there’s something about the way the street looks when it’s just rained, there’s a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car and you know I want to ask you to dance right here in the middle of the parking lot.” Niall whispered in Liam’s ear before kissing her back.
The next concert that they had they did a cover of Taylor Swift’s fearless, it fitted them, all five of them. Even Zayn got herself a girlfriend, something nobody expected, they always thought Zayn was just into both, but as she told, she was like a wind-shield-wiper, she went both ways.
I can’t help it if you look like an angel
can’t help it if I wanna kiss you
in the rain so
come feel this magic I’ve been
feeling since I met you
can’t help it if there’s no one else
I can’t help myself
- “Hey Stephen” Taylor Swift.
Fall for you (narry oneshot)
The best thing about tonight’s that we’re not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
“It’s nice isn’t it?” Niall asked Harry. “What is?” Harry replied. “This is.” Niall smiled, moving a little so he could see Harry’s face. “the not fighting, the actually showing we love eachother?” Harry said, smiling too. Niall nodded and softly kissed Harry. “just like we used to.” Niall whispered. 
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Niall.” Harry said after a long silence. “yeah?” Niall replied. “I know I messed up and I am really really sorry. I never wanted to hurt you and I know I did. I played you and betrayed you and it was fucked up and I really am sorry.” Harry had started to cry. Niall hugged Harry tightly. “I have always loved you, you know.” Harry whispered. “I have always loved you too.” Niall whispered back.
Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over
“Let’s forget about all that happened.” Niall smiled. “I love you more and more.” the irish boy added. “I love you and I need you and I won’t mess up again.” harry promised. The boys shared a long and sweet kiss. It truly seemed as if nothing bad had ever crossed their paths. Looks of complete and utter love were displayed on their faces. All was right.
-the end-

two is better than one(ziam, with slight nouis)

so maybe it’s true that I can’t live without you, maybe two is better than one
“Don’t worry about it Liam.” Niall sighed, “Zayn just had trouble opening up, but I for one know he likes you.”  ”You sure?” Liam asked, playing with his hands. Niall nodded and smiled. “Guess the tables are turned for once.” he said when he left the room.
That was true, about a year ago Niall had been so scared that Louis didn’t like him and Liam was the one who reassured him Louis did. Now Liam was scared, scared that Zayn didn’t like him, scared that Zayn would hate him, scared that he’d ruin their friendship. Liam was also scared about what would happen if Zayn did like him, but Liam didn’t really dare hope for that.
In a way Liam and Zayn were both einzelgangers. Zayn because he was afraid to admit what he felt and how he really was, that’s why he tried to put up the whole bad boy image.  Liam because he didn’t really get along well with most people his age, sometimes he was to mature and sometimes to immature. But togheter Zayn adn Liam fitted, they didn’t feel the need to be alone, to hide, to keep up a invisible wall. 
“Have you seen Liam?” Zayn asked Niall. “He was just in his room.” Niall smiled. “Thanks mate.” Zayn said and hurried away. “What are you smiling for?” Louis asked when he saw his boyfriend. “Liam and Zayn like eachother but are afraid to admit it.” Niall said biting his lip. “kinda like we were.” Louis smiled. “kinda like we were.” Niall said and he leaned up to kiss Louis. 
“Liam.” Zayn knocked on the door. “Yeah?” Liam awnsered. “Can I come in?” Zayn asked, forming all kinds of scenarios in his head on what he was about to do. Liam opened the door. “Hi.”  Liam greeted. Zayn smashed lips against Liam’s and then pulled away. He looked at Liam dissapointed face. “fuck.” Zayn cursed “look I am just gonna- just forget about this.” he said awkwardly. “I’m only dissapointed because you pulled away.”  Liam mumbled.  ”what?” Zayn asked, thinking he hadn’t heard Liam right. “I’m only dissapointed because you pulled away.” Liam said again, a little louder this time. Zayn smiled relieved. “maybe it’s better when we’re not always alone, maybe it’s okay to love another person.” Liam whispered to himself. Zayn softly kissed Liam. Liam happily kissed back, smiling into the kiss. When Zayn pulled away he repeated Liam’s words, adding some more words ”maybe it’s better when we’re not always alone, maybe it’s okay to love another person, maybe two is better than one.”

can’t stand it (Niam one shot)

“Why did you have to ruin my first date in ages?” Niall yelled annoyed. “Because she’s a bitch and it would ruin everything we’ve reached.” Liam shot back. “Oh yeah because everything is for the band’s sake!” Niall tried storm past Liam but his band mate grabbed his arm. “I can’t fucking stand the way you make everything about you.” Liam said. “Oh yeah.” Niall said “and I can’t stand the way you never let me finish.” Liam went on. Niall glared at his friend. “I can’t stand the way you steal my food and I can’t stand the way everybody loves you.” “They don’t love me!” Niall protested. “and I can’t the way you don’t ever fucking believe in yourself.” Liam said frustrated. “and why should I care that you obviously can’t stand me?” Niall asked. “because I can’t stand the way you don’t see how much I love you. I can’t the way you are so cute and amazing and I can’t stand that I love you, but I do love you, I love you a lot and if you don’t feel the same and wanna date that bitch you should definetely do that but I can’t fucking stand it and I can’t stand her.”  Liam said not even realising what he was saying. “oh and I can’t stand that you are so bloody gorgeous.” he added. Niall looked at him, blinked a few times and pinched himself. “You love me?” he then asked surprised. Liam nodded, “yeah.” he mumbled softly. Niall wrapped his arms around Liam and put his head on his friend’s chest. “That’s why you ruined my date, right?” Niall asked. “yeah.” Liam said. “Do you want to be my boyfriend?” Niall asked, smiling a little. “hell yeah.” Liam said happily. Niall looked up at Liam and kissed him passionately. 
3 months later…
“Well it’s Niall and mine 3 month anniversery and I wanted to play him a little song.” Liam said awkwardly. Niall looked surprised, but the others knew about it all along and the crowd went absolutely crazy. Liam smiled at Niall and started to sing.
Baby, I Love You
I never want to let you go
The more I think about
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do
Is Super Fucking Cute
And I can’t stand it.
Liam took Niall’s hand and stopped playing the guitar, so Louis took over, as had been the plan all along.
And I’ve been searching for a boy that was just like you
‘Cause I know, that your heart is true

Baby, I Love You
I never want to let you go
The more I think about
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do
Is Super Duper Cute
And I can’t stand it

Let’s sell all our shit
And run away
To sail the ocean blue
Then you’ll know
That my heart is true, YEAH!
Niall smiled because this song had always been kind of their song, even before they got togheter. Mid-performance Liam sneaked in a kiss on Niall’s cheek, making Niall blush deeply and making the crowd go even crazier.
Baby, I Love You
I never want to let you go
The more I think about
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do
Is Super Duper Cute
And I can’t stand it

And you-oo
You got me where you want me ‘cause I’ll do-oo
Anything to please you
Just to make it through
Another year

And you-oo
I saw you cross the room and I knew-oo
And I knew that this would blossom into something
Beautiful
Your Beautiful
Niall had gotten teary eyes. Liam gave Niall a tight hug and Niall rested his head on Liam’s chest. Liam softly sang the last two choruses of the song. 
Baby, I Love You
I never want to let you go
The more I think about
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do
Is Super Duper Cute
And I can’t stand it
And I can’t stand it
No, I can’t stand it
Baby, I Love You
I never want to let you go
The more I think about
The more I want to let you know
That everything you do
Is Super Duper Cute
And I can’t stand it
And I can’t stand it
No, I can’t stand it
“I love you.” Niall smiled, not caring about the amount of people that were around. “I love you too.” Liam smile was huge. Niall softly started to kiss Liam, and it wasn’t untill Zayn started to cough that they stopped. “sorry.” the boys mumbled blushing. Then they ran of stage hand in hand. 
-the end-