Je me blesse... (part 2)

Je me blesse... part 2, I hope you lot enjoy reading this. I enjoyed seeing I got about 27 views on the first part already. Just a little warning if you can't really handle depressed fics, I would stop reading because this fic will get extremly depressing (well that's the plan atleast) - Ruby
"Je suis à la recherche d'un avenir sans erreurs" Niall sighed deeply. "Pensez-vous que vous allez le trouver?" Harry asked intrested. Liam felt kinda left out at this point, he didn't know why Harry didn't just transalate what they said. "Non pas vraiment, mais c'est la seule chose que j'espère pour." Niall replied sadly. "la vie est mauvaise, n'est-ce pas?." Harry sighed. "Oui." Niall nodded, sighing too. Harry and Liam both hugged Niall, seeing the sad look on his face. They really wanted to help him, but Niall just wouldn't let them. 


Niall thought about Sean a lot. The whole love for French music he had developped was something he and Sean had always shared. Maintenant je suis seul... Niall thought, it was true because although Harry was terribly well at French, he had never really liked French music. C'est bon, Niall sighed to himself, je suis habitué à être seul. 


Niall had gotten himself a tattoo for his birthday, the only present he had accepted. It read mon ange in beautiful letters. It reminded Niall of Sean, and now everytime he looked at his wrist he thought of his lost love. 


"Niall could you please talk English to me?" Liam asked annoyed when Niall started to talk French while their shared breakfast. "Sorry. Habit." Niall fake-laughed. The boys ate in silence for awhile. "It's been six months already." Niall suddenly said. "since...??" Liam asked. Niall sent Liam an absolute dead glare, "since Sean's death." Then Niall stormed off emotionally and hurt. 


"Merde tous." Niall screamed, he had turned the shower on and stepped inside so nobody would hear him. Then he repeated the same sentence over and over again, "Je veux mourir." untill he felt nothing inside anymore


TBC




je me blesse = I am hurting/I am hurt
Je suis à la recherche d'un avenir sans erreurs = I am looking for a future without errors
Pensez-vous que vous allez le trouver? = Do you think you will find it?
Non pas vraiment, mais c'est la seule chose que j'espère pour = No not really, but it's the only thing I hope for.
la vie est mauvaise, n'est-ce pas? = Life is bad, isn't it?
Oui = Yes.
Maintenant je suis seul = Now I'm alone.

C'est bon, je suis habitué à être seul = It's okay, I am used to being lonely.
Mon ange = my angel
merde tous = damn them all
je veux mourir = I wanna die